Misery's diary

I'm an idiot for believing that he shall ever return. No, he's gone, and it's all my fault. I was far too careless with my words. Cassie's always scolding me, calling me thick and useless. Dania tells me that I'm too unaware. So yes, I agree that I am those unpleasant things, and more. I hate myself for being so stupid.

Then, of course, there's this whole issue of missing him. I'm disallowing my worthless self from missing him. He was Dania's, anyway. I mean, she did dump him, and he was never mine--only almost--so I am not allowed to retain any more wistful sentiments in regards to him.

I did fancy that I loved him, and he me, but those were silly thoughts. He was still mad about Dania, and was I just--oh my, yes--the rebound girl. Oh no. To think I believed that he was interested in me.

Oh I am a reckless fool. Like as if he would care for ugly, senseless me. I never struck his fancy in the least. Oh all those times we talked. I thought we were going somewhere. What a pretty little mess I had been making. Oh asinine me.

But there. I need to stop dwelling in the past. I was a fool, and he left. End of story.

Oh that fateful day. I know where I went so horrible wrong. I now know. I really am a senseless fool. I should never ever ever in 3 billion centuries have mentioned that offensive little word, but I did, and I shan't ever forgive myself.

Tragedy

Cole was pining for Denise. She was pretty with a lovely figure and irresistible eyes. Only she did not know him. That was why Cole pined for her so.

Denise was with Jay, a hot guy with very chocolaty abs. They were a beautiful couple; even Cole thought so. Still, he pined for Denise.

Denise sang. She was a marvellous singer with voice-belting techniques and a voice that spanned four octaves. When Denise sang, people fell in love. When she sang, Cole pined for her.

Then one day, Jay broke up with Denise. He wanted to focus on his modelling career and Denise was killing his opportunities.

Naturally, Denise was deeply upset. She decided to go to get some coffee and some fatty foods. She took her car out and drove to the 'coffee and tidbitz' shop.

She ate and drank ravenously. She was immensely depressed. "Stupid Jay," she thought, all the while Cole pined for her.

When Denise was driving home, a newly-licensed driver hit her car and it spun numerously, ending with a loud crash. Denise died in the ensuing flames, and her misfortune was named by police as 'reckless suicide'.

Cole was shattered. How he pined for Denise.